I think I'm going to start blogging again. I set-up a blog on this site previously, but have since forgotten the name and password. I could probably locate it if I tried hard enough, but I feel like this deserves a fresh start. I am feeling as though, I've come to a new awareness about my life and looking back on the past would probably just be depressing anyway. heh.
Anyway.. thought I'd write a little bit to get things started. The main thing on my mind today... is just how damn annoying people are to me... and whether or not this is MY problem or theirs. That is, do I have a right/reason to be so darned annoyed? Is it just specific annoying people? Or am I just a hermit-type person who really shouldn't be around people very often because I'm just a bitter outlier. I dunno. Here's what annoys me tho:
People who bitch about other people when it has no affect on their own personal lives whatsoever. (I know this seems very ironic, but hold on..) For this I mean competitive or jealous comments. Saying someone looks like a slut, has trashy clothes, or does poorly in school. I don't really ever compare myself to other people, at least not with the intent of making myself feel superior to them and that is a sincere pet-peeve of mine in other people. It might give you a false sense of superiority or confidence for the time being, but it's false. You're not actually better than anyone and if you think you are, and you're sense of confidence is built on this, then you're setting yourself up for dissapointment. I just wish people were more compassionate and empathetic towards each other.
People who repeatedly interrupt me while I'm speaking or who don't listen to me when I talk, espeically when they ask me a direct question. This gets deep under my skin. It's just plain disrespectful, and I sincerely try NOT to do that to others. Which usually ends up in me not getting my 2 cents in. But the world would be a better place if people listened more. It is SO refreshing to talk to someone who does listen.. it's really like night and day.
When people just mess with my stuff.. for no reason. I like to have things pretty well organized, and I like my privacy. And some people just like to f with stuff. Knock it off.
That's all for now. I have to go...
